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    . Kenneth Tan ; 陈德光 .
    . 02December .

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    Thursday, July 31, 2008

    Today one asst at salon, but nevermind because not busy at all only abit busy at night. Btw thanks Samantha for helping me to do my duty and thanks leo for helping me clear rubbish. Because we nearly late for today's night movie that we plan to watch very long le. Watched " Money Not Enough 2 " damn funny show. Samantha laugh till tears drop and i and Daniel laugh till headache, even our china stylist Leo also laugh all the way! Hope we can org another movie night again. But Daniel very sian because off day also must all the way form Amk come to Lot 1 for the movie. Tomorrow is my afternoon shift, finally man. But tomorrow gonna be our manager busy day. Zzz Okay shall end here.

    Night Boys and Girls.
    Determined Ken...

    12:34 AM


    Tuesday, July 29, 2008

    Qutite regret cutting my hair.. But nevermind, the most wait for 3 more months. I swear i won't cut for the next 3 months. 18th August to 05 September i be going back to Funan training school to learn my module 1. Zzz From yishun to cityhall! Wtf. I think i gonna cut away my tail that i kept from march till july.. Quite she bu de. T.T And i gonna dye black next month.

    Nights.

    12:01 AM


    Saturday, July 26, 2008

    Hope my mum will change from today onwards..
    Every time she call me is either scold me or check about my small brother. Sometimes i don't really feel like picking up her phone, but i scare something important happen. Yesterday my mum calls me when i am very busy at salon. I was very busy but i still quickly pick up the phone. But once again she scolded me, she said that why am i so rude to him?. I got my reason, but i can't tell her. So no choice but to get scolding from her even i have enough reason to stop her scolding. Not i don't want to say my feelings out, is i don't know how to express it. And also if i say it out, does it helps? She always says that i everyday came home with black face, but she never think of who makes me always came home with the black face?! Never mind, hope she will understand from today. How i wish some day she call my handphone to care about me, but not scolding me.

    Yes, today i cried.
    Feel much more better.
    Good Night.

    12:26 AM


    Friday, July 25, 2008

    Today finally can knock off on time, but also go home straight. Tomorrow is my off day again~ Going skating with friends and alan. Gonna learn back skate cross tml, so need to sleep early.
    Night.


    Eh, fucking freak. I get scolded by my mum for nth because of you. I will rmb it well. Once i am over my limit i will say it out. Please come try me. If you're not happy, come to me straight. All i want to say to you is, "you're such a disgrace for my family". Thats all. pcb

    1:00 AM


    Wednesday, July 23, 2008

    Yesterday night spend one whole night thinking, why i hurt my dad's feeling because of that freak? How stupid am i. From today i will be free for myself, i will still take care of my brother's homework because i don't want my parent to worry. Forget it. Today i guess my stylist is very happy, because he finally make his customer to buy the style card cost $579. From the 1st day he came to out oulet, he always hope to sell that. I guess he is going to jio me go for movie agian after work, snice we both can't find people to watch movies. From today onwards i will spend some time and think of what i do today before i goes to bed. My mum always scold me once i reach home after work, but i can still take it because i know she is stress up with her work. If i let her scold can makes her feels better, then why not? But every person have a limit and i have too. After working i just want to find a place for me to rest, thats all i ever wanted. This few days after work, keep don't feel like going home straight even i am tired. I also don't know why, i rather slowly walk home then taking bus. I am gald to have this blog here, at least i can type my feelings out here. No choice, i don't dare to say all this to people because i trust no one.

    Thats all, thanks for letting me to type my bullshit out here. (:
    Hope we are still friend, jiali.
    Good night. boys and girls.

    11:25 PM



    Ccb, better don't step on my tail. Ccb i swear i won't call him "bro" again form now onwards. He don't have the right to be my bro. From today i only have one small brother, thats all. I swear i won't go out with that person anymore. Trust me. If not happy you can straight come to my face and wack me. I will be waiting. Ccb

    1:00 AM


    Monday, July 21, 2008



    First of all is By2 Rocks! ~
    19/07/08
    That day after work don't feel like straight going home, so went to watch HellBoy2 at Lot 1.
    Hellboy sings a love song in that movie, "Can't smile without you" Damn funny!
    After finish watching, scare can't catch the last train. But lucky still manage to catch the last train. Phew~
    20/07/08
    I think that Sway Sen is coming back to find me again !
    Zzz Whole day was like so sway.
    While walking to bus stop, bus just ran off infront of me.
    Help salon friends buy food, all buy hao le just left mind and i have not enough cash.
    Nvm i go press, damn loads of people! Then i very pek cek already, when reach salon de kitchen
    i push the door and the door hit my head due to a small chair behind the door. But at night Daniel dye hair, damn funny while we are washing our heads! Daniel becomes the HULK !
    (Pictures Below) "leave a comment see look like the Hulk anot."
    21/07/08
    Today went to work as usual, thought that after GSS finish salon will be quiet as i wanted.
    But today busy like hell lor, whole day i only ate 1 meal. But manage to dye my hair tonight, thanks to Ann & Leo. Sick of black hair le, so decided to dye brown this month. 31th July gonna watch Money Not Enough 2!

    Okay thats all..
    This few days my head feels like very heavy/pain!
    Cannot tahan ar. Zzz Nights!
    By2 Rocks ~


    11:12 PM


    Friday, July 18, 2008

    Today my mood should be quite good but it ends when i met a customer. She is so *#$&# ! First she called and make a appointment at 3pm but that asshole came at 3.30pm. Second she thinks that she is princess that wearing a princess's dress or wad?, keep scare us make dirty her dress? She is just a auntie! She may be god damn rich?! But so wad? I even more respect those poor aunties because they know how to repects people first. My colleagues know that i am angry with that old freak. They came to me and said that that auntie is very famous and we all dislike her. Best part of that old freak was, she ownself came in late and still have the cheek to ask us to do faster?! wtf? Really feel like scolding her in front of everyone even infront of my manager. Don't why got this type of customer.. Okay nvm. Btw today was having a good chat with my friend at msn, long time nv chat le. Sometimes remains as friends is the best i think. At least can chat around better then never contact. By the way, i am finding this song urgent. If you guys got the song please send to me through msn, thanks.

    石欣卉 - 我知道我变漂亮了.
    (Theme Song of Pefect Cut)

    Good night, to those friends i only left.

    12:53 AM


    Thursday, July 17, 2008

    Yesterday night never sleep well, had a bad dream and awake at 6am in the morning. After being awake and i can't go back to sleep, don't know why! Make me today at salon yawn dunno how many times. No choice so i go and get a red bull and it really works! Yeah, today knock off on time and rush home to be a drama freak again. After watching "perfect cut" it is already 11pm but i don't feel like sleeping yet so just wear my skates and go down to void deck and play play. Today finally can sleep till 11am+ because tomorrow working afternoon shift! & friday is my off day again. But i have plan for my off day le!

    Wake up at 8am sharp
    8.30am - 9.30am - Jogging
    12pm - 2pm - Skate around
    4pm - 6pm - Swimming
    6pm - 9pm - At home relax
    9pm - 11pm - Watch Tv shows

    If anyone wants to skate together, you're welcome.

    Okay. Good Night!
    By2 Rox. (:

    1:14 AM


    Tuesday, July 15, 2008

    Today salon only got me, 1 asst. Zzz lucky today not busy only at night busy. Very stress when only got 1 asst because stylist will ask me do those thing like rebonding,colour all that even when i have no experience at all. Luckly nv get any scolding from them after doing those heads. I am happy to have those colleagues that they after some scolding but when salon is busy they will talk together and said that sometimes when they are busy then they will start nagging and their tone to me/asst will not be that good. Somehow i feel angry when they scolded me but after hearing tat, i feel tat its alright. Just listen and forget, thats all? Today rushed back to watch my "Perfect Cut" but still late for a few mins, cant get to hear the song. Now i am back to my stable life again. Ask me out for skate/movies/shopping. Okay shall end here. Tomorrow working morning shift again! Pls morning call me ~ (Think too much)

    Good night.

    11:17 PM


    Saturday, July 12, 2008

    Today late for work & today very very busy. But never mind, tomorrow i work 1pm - 7pm only. Knock off early also very borring because no where to go. Now then i know that i love to watch those war shows. I have some new songs to intro to you all, can go youtube and listen. (:

    1. Gavin DeGraw - In Love With A Girl
    2. OneRepublic - Say (All I Need)
    3. Melee - Built To Last

    Good Night.
    虽然我愿意.

    11:58 PM



    Today went skating with Ocl and some friends, too bad Alan can't join us. I don't wish to skate fast or wad, i just wish to skate with her just like i skate with my friends. Here goes my off day but i don't feel any regret because i spend my off day doing those things i liked. Tomorrow is sat, salon sure busy like hell. I think i shall spend my next off day at home sleeping, too tired. Nowadays i am turning to a drama freak.. People out there please go watch channel U 10pm-11pm "Perfect Cut" its a nice show. Who got the "Wu Jia Hui - Sui Ran Wo Yuan Yi" this song can send me?

    Good Night, everyone.
    Live for my ownself !

    12:04 AM


    Friday, July 11, 2008

    Nowadays after work straight go back home to watch my show.
    10pm - 11pm Channel U 11pm to 12am Channel 8 Monday to Friday.
    Today Alan and his friends came to lot 1 to watch movie, Red Cliff. I really want to watch movies but i really cant find people to watch with me but i know this is impossible. Wanna watch HellBoy & Wanted. Maybe when i am free i will watch it alone or with my colleagues bah.

    This few weeks other then go skating, dont ask me out.
    I think in their eyes i am a jerk, yes i am.

    Thanks Jiali for helping about my blog things.

    12:26 AM