Hope my mum will change from today onwards..
Every time she call me is either scold me or check about my small brother. Sometimes i don't really feel like picking up her phone, but i scare something important happen. Yesterday my mum calls me when i am very busy at salon. I was very busy but i still quickly pick up the phone. But once again she scolded me, she said that why am i so rude to him?. I got my reason, but i can't tell her. So no choice but to get scolding from her even i have enough reason to stop her scolding. Not i don't want to say my feelings out, is i don't know how to express it. And also if i say it out, does it helps? She always says that i everyday came home with black face, but she never think of who makes me always came home with the black face?! Never mind, hope she will understand from today. How i wish some day she call my handphone to care about me, but not scolding me.
Yes, today i cried. Feel much more better.Good Night.
♥ 12:26 AM
