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    . Kenneth Tan ; 陈德光 .
    . 02December .

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    Friday, September 26, 2008

    Today is a tired day..
    Today is a serious day for me.
    After sweating, went to grandma house to eat Mee Goreng ~
    After eating then went home straight le..
    So tired.. Tomorrow salon sure very busy.. Zzz
    Now chating with Rachel & Terence at msn.
    At the same time, waiting for a baka to online.
    Must start updating blog le, Rachel nagging. Kaos

    Kenneth's Speech,

    When you are having happy moment, you want it more.
    But happy things always never last long.
    The more feeling you put in, the more sad you are.
    Avoid all this boys and girls. (:

    Good Night.

    10:28 PM


    Wednesday, September 24, 2008

    This week for me is not so good.
    Tired & No mood.
    Mind is sleeping & body is still awake.
    Hope from today onwards,
    everything, everyone, everypeople
    will be happy!
    And live happily ever after ~
    Thats The End, i guess.
    Kenneth's speech,
    It's time to forget, your life starts now!
    Hope you will be happy 356 days in a year!
    Good Night..
    Really Tired & No mood.
    IMY, All the BAKAss..

    11:21 PM


    Sunday, September 21, 2008


    If you all want to know what this few days i am doing, please go Rachel's blog and find it out.
    Her link is at below ~ Too much things to say and too many photos to upload.. Abit lazy.

    SORRY ~

    Today change hair colour and cut my hair abit.
    Is to refresh myself, always same very bored.
    Form tml till thursday need to reach Kimage school @ 10am!
    Zzz.. Really hate going back. To me, going back there is a bad things.
    Will rmb some stuffs and many more reasons.
    Love staying at CCK, seating at counter, hopes that someone will come find me.
    Now Terence birthday is over, next will be Jonathan & Rachel.
    Lastly, Hope faster reach 7th Oct !!!

    Kenneth's Speech,

    If you all don't know how to treat such a good girl nicely, please let her go.
    Let others to have the chance to treat her nicely.
    She likes you so much, yet you keep made her sad.
    If it was me, i will treat her as a small princess.
    Baka.

    This sentences is not writing about you all, please don't think too much. <3
    Yawn ~
    Good Night! Rachel, don't nag me when you see my this post. xD

    10:40 PM


    Tuesday, September 16, 2008


    This few days salon is very peace and quiet, you all should know what i mean.
    Went for bowling at 14 sept, with cousins at safra.
    Quite fun lah, because we have punishment for the lossers.
    My team won~ And we get to punish the lossers.
    I think know Alan's forehead still pain. Due to my powerful fingers.
    Erm.. Today i have a nice dream.. Nice until i wake up at 1.20pm.
    Then i was late for work.. Zzz People work morning shift then will late.
    But me is work afternoon shift then late.. But i think is worth it.
    Thanks for that dream~ Hope tonight i will a same dream again.
    But tomorrow cannot late! xD
    Today working keep thinking how to sabo my good buddy "Terence"..
    Birthday coming ar.. Good. Its time to play rough! ^_^
    This coming thursday going sentosa le~ Yeah.
    This month really very bad for me.. I hate sept!
    Keep having wounds for myself, keep see dao blood.
    Friends all leaving. Omg.. hate that.
    This morning i was wake up by a call. Its my Ex-stylist.
    I was quite happy after that dream, but once he called me.
    I feel so down.. Because he is now at changi airport le. Leaving soon. Last call.
    Abit saddddddddddd after chating awhile. Hais.. Feel so bad, nv call him.
    Miss those days go watch movie with him after working. He is a nice people.
    All the best for him when he goes back to his country lah! Jiayou.
    Thats all i have to say..
    Good nights my only friends.
    No matter where you all at!

    10:46 PM


    Friday, September 12, 2008

    Pictures of This Few Days ~



    Ah Jon acting serious only.


    This is what we called Buddy.


    Pork Wins !


    Pork - Kenneth
    Sai - Jonathan
    Siao - Terence
    Fatty - Ocl


    Me playing bowling ~


    Me playing pool ~

    Me & Leo !

    Bye, Leo ~


    Daniel, Leo, Me & Jolin CCK LOT ONE
    (From left to right.)


    Ace OF Spade, Me & Daniel.

    Leo, Crystal & Daniel

    Crystal, Leo & Daniel.
    Thats all.
    I will try to take more pictures again. (:
    Bye ~

    6:39 PM



    Lets start from yesterday ~

    10th Sept.
    After work, meet up those buddys for dinner @ usual place.
    Finish eating then we think that the night is still young.
    So we decided to went for some bowling session.
    All i can say is very fun playing with them.
    But they all keep bully me! 3 vs 1, Not fair!
    After playing, still don't feel like going home, snice all no need go work tml.
    So we went to AhJon's house. Cook some pasta, thanks to Jon & Me!
    That Rachel and Terence at his room relax waiting for pasta only! Baka.
    Watched Hot Shot while eating, thanks for accompany me watch.
    Finish watching, all cannot take it le. Rachel and Terence fall asleep,
    me and Jon playing computers game.
    All went home @ 6.30am, i was like runing home lor!
    Because is really super super sleeply and tired..

    ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
    (Sleeping Time.)

    11th Sept,
    Wake up by many people's msg. Zzz
    Luckly i can wake up.. If not i gonna be late.
    Rachel super stupid lah.
    Say meet at Ocbc bank there, yet ownself go Mrt station wait for us.
    She still say, "Who last one reach Ocbc bank, must treat drink!"
    Then i call Rachel and bluff her that all people reach le, left u only.
    She was like super scare and nervous, she ran to Ocbc bank. Baka.
    Soon all reach le, train-ed to Bugis first. Today all guys buy so many things!

    Brought,
    Black Pants.
    Vest.
    T-Shirt.
    Watch.
    Shoe.
    Belt.

    Finish shopping le, train-ed back to Yishun.
    Went bowling once again!
    1st match Ocl is the loser !
    1st match i score the highest ! Whahaha =D
    Ocl's score and Jon's score is very near, Jon only win Ocl by abit only.
    2nd match, we play pair by pair. Me, Terence 1 team & Jon, Ocl 1 team.
    My score is the highest again but my team still lose, due to my partner.
    His hand pain, if not we gonna win for sure!
    After playing, went to 7-11 and buy a big gulp.
    Don't know who come out with a stupid idea .
    4 people take 1 straw and drink the whole big gulp together in the very fast speed.
    Thanks Rachel for the camera girl today. It's lame but fun.
    Soon all went home~

    Thats all for today!
    Update pictures when i'm free bah..
    Good Night.
    Smile Always. (:

    12:04 AM


    Tuesday, September 9, 2008

    Today there is nothing much for me to say.
    All i can say is today is a bad day.
    Feel so down.
    Today is the day that she left and also my fav stylist.
    Luckly got 3 kids cheer me up today.
    Thanks!
    They look so cheerful and 3 of them having a same hairstyle.
    Somemore i wash for them their head.
    They keep asking me question. (Stupid Question) ^^
    Question 1 : Why the mickey mouse throw his clock out of his window?
    Answer : Because the mickey mouse want to see the time flys!
    Question 2 : 10 people squeeze into a nomal unbrealla but why none of them get wet?
    Answer : Because it is not raining!
    Still got lot of question, i just forgot le.
    Really thanks to them.
    Good Night
    Leo & Kakak.

    11:31 PM


    Sunday, September 7, 2008


    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye


    As a child there were them times
    I didn't get it but you kept me in line
    I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
    It's something more than saying "I miss you"

    But when we talked too
    All them grown folk things
    Separation brings
    You never let me know it
    You never let it show because
    You loved me and obviously
    There's so much more left to say
    If you were with me today face to face


    [Chorus]

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on like
    "I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
    "I wish I could find a way try not to cry"


    As time goes by
    And soon as you reach a better place
    Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
    And I'm right here next to you
    It feels like you gone too soon
    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

    Bye Bye Bye [x 3]


    And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
    And you never got to see me back at number one
    I wish that you were here to celebrate together
    I wish that we could spend the holidays together
    I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
    With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight

    I thought you were so strong
    That you can make it through whatever
    It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever


    [Chorus]


    Bye Bye Bye [x 3]


    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye.


    Thanks for the photos and the present.
    Rmb, we will never say bye.
    This song is for Yuliani Tjahjono.
    Reaching 9th Sept~




    11:00 PM


    Saturday, September 6, 2008

    Good Bye, 朱安妮.

    4th August everybody is sad, including me.
    Because Yuliani JieJie is going back to her country le.
    That whole day i was seating there thinking, why the time pass so fast today?
    After that i came out with a answer.
    Maybe is because, happy days always pass fast.
    We all know for each other only 1 week but when we the moment you get into the car why does the tears start flowing?
    Maybe this is what Kent teacher said, this is the feeling that not everybody will know.
    She left 3 days in Singapore le.
    That day before everybody leaves, she gave everybody a letter.
    The letter says that should be read at 9th sept which is the date that she left.
    I guess she dont want to see any more tears flowing bah.
    But yet her own tears keep flowing.
    Miss that time we teaseing each other and laughing away at kimage.
    I can say, we have fun and joy and sadess together at kimage bah.
    Although we cannot talk so well to each other, but we still can be so good.
    Making morning calls, Having lunch/dinner together.
    Calling each other baka here and there.
    Say bad things about Kent teacher together.
    Don't say me naggy but i still have to say it,
    Don't Worry Be Happy~
    Hope all of us can do it.
    Today again same thing happen to me!
    One of my fav stylist came not long ago form china have to leaves us again.
    I also today then find out that he is leaving soon.
    He brings me to the pantry and we chat for around 20mins,
    he say all his things out and i really not good in cheering people up.
    I can see his eyes is redish and tears may flows anytime just like that Yuliani kakak.
    So now, i gonna say "this is fate" to my this 2 little baka here.
    But hope you both will rmb me when you all go back.
    Thanks for that song, Don't Worry Be Happy......
    There are some pictures below, memories do last.
























    10:25 PM


    Wednesday, September 3, 2008

    After a long sad dream, i wake up. ):
    Called Fuesn, Ocl & Jon for skating session.
    Although we can only skate awhile, due to the rain.
    But i am happy le, long time nv skate tgt with my buddys.
    Don't know why, feel like going back to sch today. Hais.
    Soon Fusen reach le, so went to meet him first.
    Rush to meet that short hair boy which is Ocl. Hahas.
    Long time never fall down when skating le, today once fall, is a serious one.
    Fingers, Elbow and Knee all badly injurt. Skin drop off. All i can say is,
    Super pian. But no matter how badly injurt i am, still will go to school tml.
    Cannot let Rachel, Nic and lasly Yuliani Kakak to be alone tml. Tomorrow will be our
    last day for training and also will be Yuliani Kakak last day at kimage.
    And also last day seeing her. Good things never last long. But better then dont have.
    So everybody must Smile. Remember, Cry will only spoild your image!
    Don't need to think who i am saying. You urself will know. (:

    Happy Memories.
    No Worries.
    No Crying.
    No Slaping.
    No Kicking.
    Baka ! ):

    Thats all for today.

    4:42 PM



    This 3 weeks i go back to school let me gain two things.
    New friendships, a god sister & skills. This are real important to me.
    Many things happened today, got happy things and unhappy things.
    I think i will only say about those happy things.
    Asusal today went to school and seat there doing nothing.
    Luckly got Yuliani kakak and Kent if not i sure seat there till fall alseep le.
    Hais, Yuliani Kakak going back indonesia on 9th sept. I think this thursday will
    be our last time meeting bah. Luckly we got take some pictures for memories.
    I just "love" doing my duty man, 1whole hour then do finish my duty. Cool.
    This few days, i get to know myself more le.

    Very easily feel sad.
    Don't how to cheer a person up, when he/she was sad.
    Don't like to praise people.



    Okay thats all for today, i shall update again on thursday.
    Night boys and girls.









    Ken & Yuliani Sister.

    12:08 AM