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    . Kenneth Tan ; 陈德光 .
    . 02December .

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    Saturday, October 18, 2008

    Wating for the time to pass..



    This few days nothing much to blog about..
    Yesterday went skating with Fusen at night cos he said skate at night very cooling.
    But end up all sweat like hell. Zzz After skating, we seat down chit chat about other skater..
    Then we saw Wayne and his uncle.. Another 2 good skater! Finally can play some stuns together.
    Hope can skate with them together asap.. For those who are having O's level now, All the best to you guys.
    I wonder after they finish their exam, there will be around 10 - 12 people skating together?
    Then can play catching! Wish that more people will join this sports too. Roller-Blade ~

    Btw, monday going back to the borring school again.. 12-9pm again.
    There is a lonely and a bad place.. Hate going back.. Rather stays at CCK, busy all day long.
    Althought it is tiring but can make time pass easily.
    Then when reach home after bathing and can fall asleep easily without thinking other things..
    Why not? Hahas....
    When going for training, wonder when will my offday be.. Hope it is friday..
    After this 3 weeks of training, it is already Nov le.. Salon will be busy all the way till after chinese new year.
    Long long war to go.. Jiayou Ken.. cheer for myself.. Zzz

    After chinese new year, i think i have to find a partner for myself.. Any intros pls ~ ^__^
    Ah Jon and Rach birthday coming.. woo~
    I am a happy person ! ^____^
    Praying hard for my god brother, OCL!
    (You will pass ur exams this time round.)

    Lastly, you guys believes that when you all are sad, songs will always be ur partners ?
    Or you all will thinks that the song's lyrics is really suits you?
    Btw, if you people out there is free, go and have a look at "Jay- 時光機" Mtv @ youtube.
    All i can say for this mtv is, Cute, Intresting, Creative, Romantic. It is about *Doramon* ~

    Good Night,
    My only best friends..

    10:26 PM


    Friday, October 10, 2008

    一半
    (Another Half)


    Yi Zhi Deng Yi Ge Ren Deng Le Hen Jiu
    (Been wating for that someone for such a long time)
    Zhe Yi Chang Du Jiao Xi Shi Hen Ji Mo
    (This solo act is so lonely)
    Chun Xia Qiu Dong Wo De Chuang Kou
    (My window through Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter)
    Zhi You Feng Jing Guo
    (Only the wind passes by)
    Ai Hen Shen You Duo Shen
    (Love deeply yet how deep it is)
    Wo Ye Bu Dong
    (I also don't know)
    Ni Zou Hou Wo De Xin Bian De Cui Ruo
    (After you leave, my heart have weakened)
    Ting Yi Shou Ge Ye Jue De Tong
    (I feel the pain even after listening to a song)
    Dan Wo Shei Ye Mei You Shuo
    (But i didn't speak of it to anyone)
    You Bian De Zuo Wei, You Bian De Zhen Tou
    (The seat on my right, the pillow on my right)
    Duo Yi Jing Kong Le Na Me Jiu
    (Have been empty for such a long time)
    Wei Ni Shou Hou
    (Waiting only for you)
    Na Shi Yin Wei Wo Yi Jing Kan Tou
    (It's all because i've finally understood)
    Mei You Ni De Ai
    (Without your love)
    Zhe Ge Wo Zhi Shi Yi Ban
    (I am only half)
    Bu Ku Le Bu Xiao Le
    (Not crying, not laughing)
    Wei Shei Nu Li Wo Ye Bu Ming Bai
    (I don't know for whom do i work hard for)
    Mei You Ren Neng Qu Dai
    (No one can take your place)
    Yi Ge Yuan De Ling Yi Ban
    (Another half of a circle)
    Wo Gu Zhi De Deng Dai
    (I stubbornly wait on)
    Deng Feng Zai Ba Ni Dai Hui Lai
    (Waiting for the wind to bring you back)



    10:27 PM


    Thursday, October 9, 2008

    梦飞船 - 不值得
    Meng Fei Chuan - Not Worthy
    除了想你, 除了爱你
    Chu Le Xiang Ni, Chu Le Ai Ni
    Besides thinking of you, besides loving you
    Hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
    Wo Shen Me Shen Me Dou Yuan Yi
    I’m willing to do anything
    翻开日记, 整理心情
    Fan Kai Ri Ji, Zheng Li Xin Qing
    Flipping through the diary, straightening up my mood
    Hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
    Wo Shen De Zhen De Xiang Fang Qi
    I really, really think of giving up
    你始终没有爱过
    Ni Shi Zhong Mei You Ai Guo
    All along, you have never loved [me] before
    你在敷衍我
    Ni Zai Fu Yan Wo
    You are patronizing me
    一次一次忽略我的感受
    Yi Ci Yi Ci Hu Lue Wo De Gan Shou
    Every time [you always] neglected my feelings
    我真的感到力不从心
    Wo Zhen De Gan Dao Li Bu Cong Xin
    I finally feel helpless
    无力继续
    Wu Li Ji Xu
    No more strength to continue
    这感情 不值得我犹豫
    Zhe Gan Qing Bu Zhi De Wo You Yu
    This feeling, is not worth it for me to hesitate
    不值得我考虑
    Bu Zhi De Wo Kao Lü
    Not worth for me to think over
    不值得我爱过你
    Bu Zhi De Wo Ai Guo Ni
    It’s not worth it that I once loved you
    这种回忆 不值得我提起
    Zhe Zhong Hui Yi Bu Zhi De Wo Ti Qi
    This piece of memory is not worth for me to mention
    不值得想起
    Bu Zhi De Xiang Qi
    Not worth to think about
    不值得哭泣
    Bu Zhi De Ku Qi
    Not worth crying for
    这段感情 早就应该放弃
    Zhe Duan Gan Qing Zao Jiu Ying Gai Fang Qi
    This feeling should be given up earlier
    早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
    Zao Jiu Bu Gai Rang Wo Lang Fei Shi Jian Zhao Qi Ji
    That way, early on it would have not wasted my time looking for a miracle
    这样的你 不值得我恨你
    Zhe Yang De Ni Bu Zhi De Wo Hen Ni
    Having you like this, is not worth for me to hate you
    不值得我为你而坏了心情
    Bu Zhi De Wo Wei Ni Er Huai Le Xin Qing
    Not worth for me to ruin my mood because of you
    我决定不为你而毁了心
    Wo Jue Ding Bu Wei Ni Er Hui Le Xin
    I’ve decided not to let my heart break because of you
    放弃爱你
    Fang Qi Ai Ni
    [I’ve] Given up loving you..... (:

    7:49 PM



    Last night 4am went down to skate awhile till 6am..
    Now just wake up, going skate again..
    Skating is a good sport to refresh own brain..
    Anything important then msg or call me..
    If not important, leave a msg at msn..
    bye..

    12:28 PM


    Wednesday, October 8, 2008

    蕭敬騰 - 原諒我
    請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
    Please don’t remember the kiss of promise after we broke up
    妳的永久 已不屬於我
    Your eternity no longer belongs to me
    默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
    I kept my head down, but at that moment, the words stuck in my throat
    妳的笑妳的快樂
    Your laughter, your happiness
    不是我愛太多想太多
    It’s not I loved too much, think too much
    我能感受 他比我適合
    I can find he is more suitable than me
    愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠
    Let go of love, I pretended to be cold
    比妳先說分手
    Breaking up with you first
    請原諒我
    Please forgive me
    原諒我不成熟
    Forgive me for being immature
    不愛妳是藉口
    Not loving you is just an excuse
    好讓妳離開我
    For you to leave me
    請原諒我
    Please forgive me
    好想自私將妳佔有
    How I selfishly think of possessing you
    一個寂寞就給我承受
    Let me bear the loneliness
    換妳過更好的生活
    In exchange for your better life
    請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
    Please don’t remember the kiss of promise after we broke up
    妳的永久 已不屬於我
    Your eternity no longer belongs to me
    默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
    I kept my head down, but at that moment, the words stuck in my throat
    妳的笑妳的快樂
    Your laughter, your happiness
    不是我愛太多想太多
    It’s not I loved too much, think too much
    我能感受 他比我適合
    I can find he is more suitable than me
    愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠
    Let go of love, I pretended to be cold
    比妳先說分手
    Breaking up with you first
    請原諒我
    Please forgive me
    原諒我不成熟
    Forgive me for being immature
    不愛妳是藉口
    Not loving you is just an excuse
    好讓妳離開我
    For you to leave me
    請原諒我
    Please forgive me
    好想自私將妳佔有
    How I selfishly think of possessing you
    一個寂寞就給我承受
    Let me bear the loneliness
    換妳過更好的生活
    In exchange for your better life
    愛過恨過哭過也笑過
    Loved, Hated, Cried and Laughed
    親吻過妳的脆弱
    I kissed your fragileness
    其實我比誰都要懦弱
    But in fact, I am more coward than anyone
    原諒我
    Forgive me
    必須假裝愛錯
    I must pretend that I love wrongly
    別讓時間倒流
    Don’t let the time turn back
    我怕說不出口
    I am afraid I can’t say it
    原諒我
    Forgive me
    沒有解釋太多
    For not explaining much
    心痛
    Heartache
    別無所求
    I asked for nothing in return
    徹底忘了我
    Forget me completely
    愛原來有捨得
    Love also have learn to let go
    我難過
    I upset
    我才懂
    I then know..
    Kenneth's speech,
    Hais.. This song is so meaning full to some people out there..
    Forget dosent mean a bad thing.. Leaving dosent mean a bad thing..
    It needs time to prove it. So please be happy out there without ur loves one.
    Okay shall end here.
    Hope you like it.
    Good Night..

    11:29 PM


    Sunday, October 5, 2008

    我们小时候

    小时侯我总会这样牵着你的手
    Xiao Shi Hou Wo Zhong Hui Zhe Yang Qian Zhe Ni De Shou
    (I used to hold your hands like this when we were young)

    只是渴望能够在你的身边守侯
    Zhi Shi Ke Wang Neng Gou Zai Ni De Shen Bian Shou Hou
    (I was just hoping to wait by your side)

    为了保护你不小心割破手指头
    Wei Le Bao Hu Ni Bu Xiao Xin Ge Po Shou Zhi Tou
    (To protect you from cutting your own fingers)

    这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
    Zhe Ge Xiao Shang Que Rang Ni Liu Lei Xin Tong
    (These little wounds cause you tears and heart ache)

    长大后我们越来越远
    Zhang Da Yi Hou Wo Men Yue Lai Yue Yuan
    (We have grown further apart as we grow)

    分隔地球的两边
    Fen Ge Di Qiu De Liang Bian
    (Being separated in two different sides of the world)

    何时才能够见面
    He Shi Cai Neng Gou Jian Mian
    (When can we meet again)

    熟悉微笑的脸
    Shou Xi Wei Xiao De Lian
    (The familiar smiling face)

    回忆起我们小时候
    Hui Yi Qi Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou
    (Reminds me of those days)

    闭上眼睛就能感受
    Bi Shang Yan Jing Jiu Neng Gan Shou
    (I can feel it when i close my eyes)

    在我们心中漫漫流动的温柔
    Zai Wo Men Xin Zhong Man Man Liu Dong De Wen Rou
    (The softness that slowly flowing in our heart)

    离开了我们小时候
    Li Kai Le Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou
    (Drifting apart from those memories when we were young)

    现在你会不会想我
    Xian Zai Ni Hui Bu Hui Xiang Wo
    (You wouldn't be thinking of me now)

    也许你找到一个人为你守侯 忘了了
    Ye Xu Ni Zhao Dao Yi Ge Ren Wei Ni Shou Hou, Wang Liao Le
    (Probably you have found another person by your side, forgetting me)

    回忆起我们小时候
    Hui Yi Qi Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou
    (Thinking back when were young)

    闭上眼睛就能感受
    Bi Shang Yan Jing Jiu Neng Gan Shou
    (I can feel it once i close my eyes)

    站在窗前的你说了晚安就走
    Zan Zai Chuang Qian De Ni Shuo Le Wan An Jiu Zhou
    (You left after you said goodnight to me in front of the window)

    离开了我们小时候
    Li Kai Le Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou
    (Drifting apart from those memories when we were young)

    现在的你不再想我
    Xian Zai De Ni Bu Zai Xiang Wo
    (You woudn't be thinking of me now)

    这个时候 忘了了
    Zhe Ge Shi Hou, Wang Liao Le
    (At this moment, forgetting me)

    那次以后我们两个再也没有见面
    Na Ci Yi Hou Wo Men Liang Ge Zai Ye Mei You Jian Mian
    (After that time, we don't see each other any more)

    我只能说, 再见..
    Wo Zhi Neng Shuo, Zai Jian
    (I can only say, goodbye)

    9:47 PM


    Friday, October 3, 2008

    我会很爱你.




    At first meeting you already occupy in my heart
    Amidst innumerable starry skies, i wait only for you
    At every corner we had rubbed shoulders but yet missed each other
    Destiny has made fools of us
    Suddenly we meet round the bend at a street corner
    I'm so touched that all i want is to say to you
    Be happy or sad i won't want to miss anything
    That is my promise to you
    I am not romantic but you've said you are used to that
    My shoulders brought you such security
    Hold your hand tightly with all strength
    Shouting with all my might towards the sky
    I will love you very deeply
    For one hundred centuries
    Love you, love you very much <3
    No one can take your place
    Travel in the future, i will record this love
    My heart will never ever change
    I will love you very deeply
    From nightfall till dawn
    Love you, love you very much <3
    Non stop in all 4 seasons
    I can hear you anytime
    Feel my heart, you are the one that i love the most..
    Suddenly we meet round the bend at a street corner
    I'm so touched that all i want is to say to you

    Love you, love you very much.. <3









    Good Night. <3
    Bad headache..
    Wo Hui Hen Ai Hen Ai Ni..

    7:55 PM